New Years resolution

My New Years resolution is to stop being so nice because I noticed that when I'm nice I let people walk over me and they  take advantage. I not going to totally stop being nice I just want people to know that I'm not going to let them walk over me anymore and take advantage. I also am going to stop caring what other people think about me because the more I care the less I feel good about my self so, I'm just going to block it out or laugh and go along with them like I don't care what they say anymore. I feel like that would make my year so much better. I'm also going to stop being so shy because that takes over it doesn't let me do the things I want to do because I'm so scared so that's my New Years resolution.

Out of my mind

In the book Out of My Mind by, Sharon M. Draper I really love this one quote on page 174, " I believe in me. And my family does. And Mrs.V. It's the rest of the world I'm I'm not so sure of." The reason this quote sticks out to me is because it's so strong and powerful. It's saying yeah I believe in me and so so a couple of people but the world? Would they? Like do you they care or do I just have to believe in myself and not have other people help me. Like its good but it only matters if I believe. I just really love this quote a lot. I feel like it means a lot, not just to me but to other people as well.

Backlash

In the book Backlash there is a lot of conflict but there was always this one question that I always had. That question was Why didn't the mother just stop her child when she found out what she was doing? Well I think that the mother didn't want to stop because Lara's mom and Bree's mom don't really connect anymore so I'm guessing that Bree's mom was mad so she decided to also hurt Lara's mom child. The thing I didn't like about the book was just the mom part, but I guess that makes the story twenty times better because you wouldn't expect that to happen. The thing I also didn't like was that the mom hated getting the blame also but she doesn't really know how to handle it and she thinks ignoring it can help but it doesn't. So why did she act the way she did about this situation?

Tears of tigers

The book I'm reading is tears of a tiger by Sharon M. Draper. On page 63 there is this amazing quote and it says," it's dark where I am and I cannot find the light. There are shadows all around me and my heart is full of fright." I really love this quote because it's like saying no matter where I am or what I do I'm always going to have this fright inside me and its not going away. It also said " ..I cannot find the light.." This really stood out to me because to me it meant like no matter what I do I can't find the happiness I had before. It's also like saying I can't find the key to life anymore because without the light then what can you see now?

A gift that I wish I can give

A gift that I wish I can give is some time with my mom because I think she deserves that she works hard and she means a lot to me and always gives me what I want so I want to repay her and show her how much she really means to me. The reason I wish I can give this gift is because my mom is a busy person so it's kind of hard but that's something I want to do.

Quote

I really like this quote because it's saying why let people who only make you feel bad about your self and make you feel lonely and sad walk all over you and have them in control of you. This relates to me because I kind of do and kind of don't let people do that because to me I feel like yes I'm going to let them because I'm so gulable and believe what everyone says and then I don't because sometimes I have to put myself before others. 

Backlash

In this story there are three different points of view Lara, Bree, Syd and Liam. These characters points of views are very important because they end up making the story ten times better. In the story Lara tries to kill herself which in my opinion is the rising action. The reason for that is because the climax is that the person who was bullying her was this guy named "Christian" by Christian I mean Bree ( Lara's former best friend ) and her mother. I mean who would have guessed it would be them and especially the mother helping. She took some pills and tried killing herself but it didn't work. So everyone on Facebook starts putting things about her saying " why would she kill herself over a guy.?" And she thought they might say , " why didn't the pills work.?" She ended up trying out for cheerleader and made the team but Bree didn't and she's beefing doing cheer for like 8 years. That why she decide to make the fake page and her mom too because cheer was her life. They ended up finding out who did it and well  that ruined there life somewhat. Wonder why?